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07 2011 - Text

Alex smiled brightly at her before biting his lip thinking “Hmmmmm how does… a picnic and then Ice skating sound?” He asked looking up at Quinn smiling. He couldn’t believe that it had taken Quinn ten minutes to make him go from suicidal to happy. She really was something, he enjoyed her company, plus she was probably the prettiest girl he had ever seen. “You are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen in my life” He said before blushing brightly, he hadn’t meant to say that out loud.
Quinn gave a smile, “A picnic and ice skating sounds great.” She found it a bit surprising that even though they had never spoken before today, Quinn felt like she could be herself around Alex. When she heard him call her the most beautiful woman he had ever seen, Quinn felt herself blush an embarrassing shade of pink, “Oh… Well, thank you.” Without thinking she added, “You know, you’re not too bad yourself.” Causing her to blush more.
“great!, what day are you free?” Alex was very excited for their date, he couldn’t wait to spend even more time with Quinn. Alex blushed at the compliment “T-thanks and um….thanks for saving me…sometimes I just act on impulse and..As you can tell I am rather stubborn so it’s hard to change my mind” Alex shrugged and then stepped a little closer touching Quinn’s pink cheek “Your adorable when you blush” He smiled.
“Any day is fine with me,” She smiled. “Yeah, I definitely noticed the stubborn side of you today.” Quinn gave a light laugh before Alex touched her cheek. She had hoped that the blush was wearing off, but when he called her adorabe, Quinn felt herself go pink all over again. “Well thank you.” She said.
ooc; I have to go to bed now but I can reply tomorrow :)
Quinn held back a smile when she heard Alex say he cared about her. When she suddenly felt his lips on hers, Quinn had to stop herself from jumping from being surprised. However when he pulled away, she pushed away the small feeling of wanting him to do it again. “I-it’s fine…” Before Quinn could stop herself she accidently said, “I-I didn’t mind it.” She knew what she had said was the truth, but hadn’t planned on sharing it right then.
Alex looked at her a little surprised “R-really?” Alex really hadn’t expected that. He resisted the urge to kiss her again and looked at the ground again blushing “So…Umm is there any chance you would maybe….want to go on a date sometime? Feel free to say no but…I would really like to take you out” Alex blushed again and chanced a glance at her before looking at the floor again
Quinn looked up at Alex, a bit surprised. “Wow…” She blushed a bit, “I mean, yes. I think I’d like that…” She trailed off a bit, noticing that she was happy actually happy he had asked her to go out with him. “Where do you think we’ll be going on this date?” Quinn asked, now standing up too. She let a small smile show as she waited for his answer.
Alex smiled brightly at her before biting his lip thinking “Hmmmmm how does… a picnic and then Ice skating sound?” He asked looking up at Quinn smiling. He couldn’t believe that it had taken Quinn ten minutes to make him go from suicidal to happy. She really was something, he enjoyed her company, plus she was probably the prettiest girl he had ever seen. “You are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen in my life” He said before blushing brightly, he hadn’t meant to say that out loud.
Quinn gave a smile, “A picnic and ice skating sounds great.” She found it a bit surprising that even though they had never spoken before today, Quinn felt like she could be herself around Alex. When she heard him call her the most beautiful woman he had ever seen, Quinn felt herself blush an embarrassing shade of pink, “Oh… Well, thank you.” Without thinking she added, “You know, you’re not too bad yourself.” Causing her to blush more.
Quinn held back a smile when she heard Alex say he cared about her. When she suddenly felt his lips on hers, Quinn had to stop herself from jumping from being surprised. However when he pulled away, she pushed away the small feeling of wanting him to do it again. “I-it’s fine…” Before Quinn could stop herself she accidently said, “I-I didn’t mind it.” She knew what she had said was the truth, but hadn’t planned on sharing it right then.
Alex looked at her a little surprised “R-really?” Alex really hadn’t expected that. He resisted the urge to kiss her again and looked at the ground again blushing “So…Umm is there any chance you would maybe….want to go on a date sometime? Feel free to say no but…I would really like to take you out” Alex blushed again and chanced a glance at her before looking at the floor again
Quinn looked up at Alex, a bit surprised. “Wow…” She blushed a bit, “I mean, yes. I think I’d like that…” She trailed off a bit, noticing that she was happy actually happy he had asked her to go out with him. “Where do you think we’ll be going on this date?” Quinn asked, now standing up too. She let a small smile show as she waited for his answer.
Quinn felt her eyes widen as she listened to Alex talk, “I-it’s fine. You don’t sound pathetic at all.” She sat up without thinking. “That’s exactly how I feel. More often than I’d like to admit to be honest.” Quinn looked at him, a bit surprised that she wasn’t the only one who felt like she did.
Alex smiled when she said she felt that same “I..I never told anyone that before…not even Artie” Alex moved a little closer to Quinn. “Sometimes I stare at my ceiling and just pretend I’m someone else, like I’m not Alex Hanson but I’m….Liam Tyler or something like that and I don’t have any problems and I am happy and have friends who care about me and people who love me…but them I blink and the dream comes crashing down and I am back to being Alex, problems galore , no real friends, and desperately lonely…..” Alex sighed and stared at the ground, “I don’t know why I am telling you all this…I just…I feel like I can trust you with anything”
Quinn nodded understandingly, even though she knew Alex wasn’t looking at her. She set a hand on his leg, trying to be comforting, “Well, you can trust me… With anything you’d like.” She gave a small smile, “Last year, when I was… with child… I did the same thing. Well I still do, just in a bit of a different way though. Instead of thinking of being a Cheerio again, I just think of having people who care and love me..”
Alex smiled at Quinn trying to convince himself that the little shot of electricity he felt from her touch was just his imagination. “I..I care about you” He said sweetly. If you asked him later Alex still wouldn’t understand what possesed him to do what he did next but he did it. Alex leaned forward and crashed his lips to Quinns kissing her not to deep but not very lightly either. Alex suddenly pulled back and stood up scrambling away from Quinn “I I am soo sorry I..I don’t know why I did that I just…It felt right and …I don’t know” Alex looked at the ground “I’m sorry” Alex whispered. Alex was sure that he just wasn’t used to letting people in and having them understand and that THAT was why he kissed her…but truthfully he really wasn’t THAT sure.
Quinn held back a smile when she heard Alex say he cared about her. When she suddenly felt his lips on hers, Quinn had to stop herself from jumping from being surprised. However when he pulled away, she pushed away the small feeling of wanting him to do it again. “I-it’s fine…” Before Quinn could stop herself she accidently said, “I-I didn’t mind it.” She knew what she had said was the truth, but hadn’t planned on sharing it right then.
Quinn felt her eyes widen as she listened to Alex talk, “I-it’s fine. You don’t sound pathetic at all.” She sat up without thinking. “That’s exactly how I feel. More often than I’d like to admit to be honest.” Quinn looked at him, a bit surprised that she wasn’t the only one who felt like she did.
Alex smiled when she said she felt that same “I..I never told anyone that before…not even Artie” Alex moved a little closer to Quinn. “Sometimes I stare at my ceiling and just pretend I’m someone else, like I’m not Alex Hanson but I’m….Liam Tyler or something like that and I don’t have any problems and I am happy and have friends who care about me and people who love me…but them I blink and the dream comes crashing down and I am back to being Alex, problems galore , no real friends, and desperately lonely…..” Alex sighed and stared at the ground, “I don’t know why I am telling you all this…I just…I feel like I can trust you with anything”
Quinn nodded understandingly, even though she knew Alex wasn’t looking at her. She set a hand on his leg, trying to be comforting, “Well, you can trust me… With anything you’d like.” She gave a small smile, “Last year, when I was… with child… I did the same thing. Well I still do, just in a bit of a different way though. Instead of thinking of being a Cheerio again, I just think of having people who care and love me..”
Quinn let out a small sarcastic laugh. “Words can not express how unsatisfied I am with my life.” She paused for a minute to lay on her back as well, “I told Rachel I had feelings for her only to end up being rejected and confused. She said we should just be friends and I’ve heard she now wants to go have sex with Puck.” She looked over at Alex and smiled a bit, “I’m probably boring you though.”
“No you aren’t boring me at all” Alex said truthfully. He really was interested in what Quinn was talking about. “Why does she just want to be friends? And…why did she kiss you if she had no intention of following through?….”Alex turned and looked at Quinn looking straight into her eyes “Why do you love her so much?”
“She said that she’s not ready for a relationship… So I don’t know… I guess she just wasn’t interested…” Quinn trailed off and looked away from the sky to Alex. Shrugging she shook her head a bit, “I don’t know… For all I know, I could just be sick of feeling alone.” She began to play with the hem of her shirt without looking away, suddenly feeling a bit pathetic.
Alex sat up suddenly and turned towards Quinn, “You want to know what I think is the worst feeling in the world? Standing in a room full of people and feeling so completely and utterly alone, lonelier then you have ever felt….I think thats why I feel for Artie, because he didn’t make me feel lonely….But” Alex looked at Quinn “Do you ever feel like that? Like you are the only person in the world and like walls are closing in all around you, even when your in a room full of people?” Alex sighed and looked at the floor ” Wow I’m sorry….I must sound so pathetic.”
Quinn felt her eyes widen as she listened to Alex talk, “I-it’s fine. You don’t sound pathetic at all.” She sat up without thinking. “That’s exactly how I feel. More often than I’d like to admit to be honest.” Quinn looked at him, a bit surprised that she wasn’t the only one who felt like she did.
Quinn let out a small sarcastic laugh. “Words can not express how unsatisfied I am with my life.” She paused for a minute to lay on her back as well, “I told Rachel I had feelings for her only to end up being rejected and confused. She said we should just be friends and I’ve heard she now wants to go have sex with Puck.” She looked over at Alex and smiled a bit, “I’m probably boring you though.”
“No you aren’t boring me at all” Alex said truthfully. He really was interested in what Quinn was talking about. “Why does she just want to be friends? And…why did she kiss you if she had no intention of following through?….”Alex turned and looked at Quinn looking straight into her eyes “Why do you love her so much?”
“She said that she’s not ready for a relationship… So I don’t know… I guess she just wasn’t interested…” Quinn trailed off and looked away from the sky to Alex. Shrugging she shook her head a bit, “I don’t know… For all I know, I could just be sick of feeling alone.” She began to play with the hem of her shirt without looking away, suddenly feeling a bit pathetic.
Once Quinn had finally found Alex’s house she parked the car outside and ran to what looked like the garage. Opening the door, she stepped back for a minute, coughing from all of the fumes inside. Quinn tried to open the door wider, wanted to get as…
“I don’t care I wanted to die” Alex huffed. He looked over at Quinn as she sat down “Alive” He answered shortly then sighed laying back and looking up at the sky “You know everyone expects me to want to go back with Artie and…even though I love him…I’m not so sure I want to be with him” Alex sighed again and looked over at Quinn “Hey I’m Alex nice to meet you in person” He smiled lightly.
As hard as Quinn tried not to, she eventually gave in and returned Alex’s smile. “I’m Quinn. Nice to meet you… And talk to you when you’re not drunk or suffocating.” She gave a small sigh, “Just because people expect you to be with Artie again… Doesn’t mean you have to.. And you certainly don’t have to try to kill yourself over it. You could have just tried talking to someone.”
Alex sighed again and watched the clouds over head “I know…I just feel so pressured! If I don’t go back with Artie, both Artie and Puck will be mad at me but If I do….I don’t think I’ll be happy, I’ll be worried all the time and…to be honest I want to date! I want to Kiss girls and guys and just…figure myself out before I settle down..Not that I’ll close myself off because if I fall for someone else I’ll pursue that but…I want to have FUN!…and I can’t do that with everyone ridding me about Artie” Alex sighed again and looked over at Quinn with a smile “So hows your life?”
Quinn let out a small sarcastic laugh. “Words can not express how unsatisfied I am with my life.” She paused for a minute to lay on her back as well, “I told Rachel I had feelings for her only to end up being rejected and confused. She said we should just be friends and I’ve heard she now wants to go have sex with Puck.” She looked over at Alex and smiled a bit, “I’m probably boring you though.”

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